Es ist vollbracht, so langsam habe ich hier alles unter Dach und Fach! Samuel und die Kinder sind unterwegs beim Kangaroo Heimspiel und ich hatte voll die Zeit jetzt, alles schön einzupflegen, zu löschen und umzustellen und neu hinzuzufügen!

Fühlt euch wohl hier und ich freue mich schon, hier wieder loszulegen! Yeah!

Einen wunderschönen Start in die Woche!

Sometimes I discover all my failures in my  children´s eyes Their look of inquiry or annoyance In my children eyes the worst look is the look of injury In my childrens eyes sometimes I discover a lack of understanding they dart a look of rebellion And all I want is All that I ask for is God, give me wisdom [mehr...]

1. I´ve got to pull myself together, I know And yeah…I have to let go oh how it hurts, but I have to, I know I kept it under tight wraps But I sifted all the facts and decided…I have to let go Refrain: I hold your heart close to mine And I feel that I am doing a big [mehr...]

Its a bad game with no winner in the end Es ist ein böses Spiel bei dem es keinen Gewinner gibt such a damn old situation that i can´t stand So eine verdammt alte Situation, die ich nicht ausstehen kann this ups and downs, this giving and holding back Dieses Auf und Ab, dieses Geben und Zurückhalten And you know… [mehr...]

Something is going to be washed away and I can feel as the rain drips down my soul setting something free Rain fall down and rinse me away 2x And while the raindrops falling down I am sinking deeper deeper until I´m swimming in sweet melancholia Rain fall down and rinse me away 2x

I know I should hold back make me a little mysterious a little rare and delicious I know I should crane my scrag be more proud and bitchy a little cheeky and frisky I know I know… I am a dead loss I know I know… I know I should play a little make you crazy and mazy around myself [mehr...]

I wonder what the reason may be that strikes a chord inside of me that leads me back to you a rave of grey, a dream of blue I wonder what the reason may be that is making me clear and free collecting my thoughts in head although you have your secrets I will tell you why I will tell [mehr...]

You wanted me you thrilled me You stressed my patience You teased me you stroked me until I lost my safe defence You seduced me, then blamed me you broke my conscience You attracted me, then neglected me everything lost its relevance The case is this: I will go The case is this: I will escape The case is this: [mehr...]

You spoke but no echo remained Du hast gesprochen, aber kein Echo erinnert daran Silence dead silence Stille, totale Stille A nothing that cause my shoulders ache Ein Nichts, das meinen Schultern Schmerzen verursacht under the weight of your silence unter dem Gewicht deines Schweigens You spoke but all you´ve painted Du hast gesprochen, aber alles was du gemalt hast [mehr...]